poz

HIV positive issues by and/or for the poz community

Once upon a year ago

About a year ago, I received a Facebook message from an editor at Out Front Colorado. He said they wanted to put together a dynamic cover for their annual AIDS Walk issue – a group shot of local, out poz persons who reflect various generations of the disease. It sounded brilliant, and somewhat scary to be a part of.

A great debate: Is HIV really now a chronic illness like diabetes?

My doctor said that while HIV is still possibly fatal, the diagnosed person can live a long and healthy life if HIV is managed properly.

Positively ‘Out’ – coming out as HIV-positive

On World AIDS Day in 2010, I decided the time had come to fling open the closet door and show the world what a modern HIV diagnosis looks like.

HIV disclosure: To kiss and tell

I pulled away just enough to whisper my status, innocently, in his ear. He pushed me away, furiously. My good-looking hook-up got ugly and stood up to walk out, as if he shouldn’t have ever been there without a hazmat suit.

Creating community is a do-it-yourself project

I felt oddly alone waiting for the HIV community forum to start. This would be my first public gathering since my diagnosis. Prior to finding out about my status, I hadn’t realized that people didn’t talk much about stuff like this, so I longed for a new sense of community to ease the process. Yet I couldn’t quite figure out why, in a room full of positive people, I still struggled to connect.

Life after the credits roll

If Sandra Bullock’s films have taught us anything, it is that the greatest love manifests…

Out of balance: overheard conversations about HIV

My disbelief in astrological signs goes out the window when I find myself obsessively striving…

The three best bleeding albums of 2011

The phrase “Bleed Like Me” can sometimes make people cringe. Yet we all bleed –…

Embracing the toxic

Shortly after my HIV diagnosis, I joined a friend to see the movie The Invasion…

Hypocrisy and irony

The moment I first acknowledged myself as gay unfortunately coincided with the horrible murder of…