He said that he had no intention on writing an album when he first got there; however, it became a place where he could process feelings of loneliness and his experiences in dating and express his sexuality. Related article: Sound Up! Amber Not In Love is On’s first release as the solo act Non La, formerly playing bass and drums in other collaborations and bands. Now, stepping into the spotlight, Non La has given On the chance to sing lead and take the music the direction he wants it to go.
Exploring sexuality and finding comfort through intimate connections inspired a lot of On’s writing; however, another theme that was important for him to bring to people’s attention is emphasized in Not In Love. Fetishization.
“Something I thought about while I was in North America was being Asian and being fetishized in the gay community. The final song, which is also the album title, “Not In Love,” is kind of a sarcastic song about being fetishized,” he said.
He continued, “I thought when I moved away I wouldn’t experience that anymore, but while I was living in Taiwan, locals were more interested in me because I am part Taiwanese, and I grew up in North America, so I was also being fetishized.”
For On, Not In Love is a vulnerable and honest look at how he, as a queer person of color from Canada, experiences the world. No filter, just pure authenticity.
“A lot of the songs, I don’t cover in metaphor; I really just state my feelings, and I am a little nervous about that. There’s a song called “Go Out Today,” and it sounds like I’m saying I don’t want to go out and party, but it’s more about how in queer spaces, I can feel alienated and othered, even though I’m queer. A lot of times in the DIY scene or in the queer scene, I’m one of very few Asian people,” said On. 
When it comes to representation and visibility, On faces challenges every day as he searches for a place for his music in a mostly straight, white-dominated industry.
“I don’t know if people understand what I’m trying to do with my art because so much of it is informed by me being a Chinese-Vietnamese, queer, person of color. I think it’s not surprising that I sent out this album to a lot of record labels; I tried to shop it at a lot of record labels, and the two that I ended up going with are headed by men of color. I think they’re able to understand my art so much more,” he said.
On admits that for a while, the process of shopping the record was discouraging; however, he feels really good about the finished album as it stands now.
“It’s that classic thing of wanting a seat at the table, but then it shows me that there are other tables. Or, you’ll just have to build your own,” On said with conviction.
With the newest single, “Come On,” off On’s album Not In Love, On taps into the strength and unabashed directness of asking for exactly what you want from a romantic interest. Using the shield of Non La, On uses fast, forward-driving, garage-punk guitar riffs to drive a sense of urgency alongside the adoration in the lyrics.
“Come On” takes us back to the days when rock and punk music was at the forefront of mainstream and yet brings an ultra-new, queer force behind it.
So, turn that sound up, get on board with Non La, and support queer artists of color! *Photos provided by Non La
