Creative Eros: The generative power of sexuality in art
Josiah Hesse writes music, feature interviews and news coverage for…
In 1989 Mapplethorpe’s art was the center of controversy when a Washington D.C. museum, the Corcoran Gallery of Art, abruptly backed out of plans to show his work due to its explicit and homoerotic nature; a year later the photographs found a home in the Washington Project for the Arts, which was then charged with obscenity. Even a decade later, a University of Central England student’s book Mapplethorpe’s work was nabbed by the police who threatened the school with the classic “obscenity charge” if the book wasn’t immediately destroyed.
Denver’s Coutrney Throndson has spent her creative life trying to find the ultimate beauty and arousal through nude figure paintings, while mostly steering clear of the controversy of Mapplethorpe and other sexual artists. “There’s a line between the artistic and the pornographic – but it’s a fuzzy line,” Throndson says. “I think the difference with my work is an aesthetic experience, whereas pornography is just a tool. It alienates my audience if I’m too direct with sex, because it forces them to think and fantasize the way that I want them too. I just want to prompt them.”
Coming from a family of painters, Throndson’s original intent was to break the mold, studying metalsmithing in college – though she quickly found a hidden muse that was prepared to sneak out no matter what materials she worked with. “Even my metal work had a very sensual feel about it,” Throndson recalled. “It was very curvalicious; lots of vaginal imagery.”
It was the process of creativity that not only brought out Throndson’s artistic gifts, but also taught her a thing or two about herself.
“I feel like my art helped me discover my sexuality,” Throndson said. “When I was younger I was a practicing heterosexual, and as I got more mature as an artist I noticed that my work gravitated toward female forms. It was very unconscious. It caused me to rethink my sexuality – and I followed through with that. It outed me to myself.”
Throndson explained that what art did for her, she wants to do for others – not necessarily turn them into lesbians, but to arouse them in a manner that brings out buried fantasies.
While the creative process has helped people like Throndson discover the organic, uplifting side of life, it can also be a tool for coping with life’s darker moments.
When Anthony Norris was informed he had been infected with HIV, it was sandwiched between a pair of events that should have been the highlight of his year: His birthday; and meeting his idol, surreal photography artist Sandy Skoglund – who he hustled into seeing his work and giving him feedback.

“And then Saturday I was told I was HIV positive,” he said, his enthusiasm waning when his story turned the corner.
Just as Norris had explored his identity and sexuality through art at Syracuse – a process he describes as “four years of therapy” – he dealt with the news of his illness using same tools that have always been there for him: his work.
Norris said he can’t pinpoint the moment – nor the partner – that infected him with HIV, but said he’s certain it occurred during a time he was a frequenter of online dating. “I’ve had my share – as many people have,” he said.
He speaks on the issue not with shame or self-loathing, but with a neutrality that allows him to confront and comment through art – a healing for himself and a warning to others, he said. His currently-untitled photography piece will present an entire room wallpapered with poker cards, contrasting an isolated man sitting before a computer.
“It’s about the risk, the gamble of online dating,” Norris said. “It’s probably the most direct piece I’ve ever done.”
Norris both found life and confronted its challenges through art, just as Throndson discovered her own engine of sexual energy through her paintings – as well the knowledge of where to place that energy. Whether it’s Da Vinci and Michelangelo expressing homoeroticism through religious paintings, or Robert Mapplethorpe forcing the public to define their fears, art has always been the canal of human expression for all things wonderful and horrible, sex being the river that flows through it.
“Sexuality is primitive and carnal,” Throndson said, “and yet it’s our common thread. It’s too animalistic for society, and that’s why it’s taboo. But that’s also why it’s attractive.”
What's Your Reaction?
Josiah Hesse writes music, feature interviews and news coverage for Out Front Colorado.






