All I Really Wannna Do…..

There’s been an awful lot of reflection lately on who it is I came here to be and how am I demonstrating that to the world.

There seems to be this constant tug-of-war between my ego self and my Higher Self for control of who I am and what it is that I am modeling into my sphere of influence. Clearly the ego self wants to compare, to understand, to blame, to judge and to be right, while that Higher Self rejects all those self -defeating needs.

The challenge seems to be most pronounced in the need to judge.

All those old stereotypes that my past has embedded into my subconscious mind constantly bring me to that place of viewing all those who are unlike me or unlike how I want them to be as less than me; as someone to be looked down upon. There is a sense of gratification in knowing that I am moved to recognize our oneness more and more quickly with each passing day.

But still, there is a bit of frustration in the recurring thoughts.

Truth is, there is no magic want to make the programming of a lifetime simply disappear. The good news is that by a constant and consistent willingness to bring my conscious intention to the forefront of my thinking as soon as I become aware of the negative thought, I can change those old programs to match that intention.

For sure, it is a process.

The key is in having the discipline to never give up. Practice, practice and more practice. It is only by keeping my attention on what it is that I desire to be my reality that I shift my thinking.

So, as I embrace the Oneness; as I become more and more aware each day that there is no place where I end and you begin, I find myself experiencing the beauty of that thought sooner and sooner as it negates anything unlike itself. We are all in this together. We are here to support and love one another – in every way possible. It is only in a model of cooperation and co-creation that we will move forward in this time where so many feel the challenge just to survive, and truly learn to thrive.